My crush is much more than a crush..
I love him, and he loves me for some reason I have yet to figure out..

He is a kind and decent person, and even when I make him angry he is there for me.. I have messed up a lot lately, and while it may not feel like it now, maybe it’ll make us closer someday. He has never done wrong to me, he has treated me with the most respect and love anyone has ever given me.. With him I don’t have to hide the person I am, and I don’t have to pretend to be someone I’m not..

It’s amazing how much I can feel for him and not know how to explain it. He is still my best friend, he is the person I trust most in my life and even if we aren’t together forever, I know he won’t be a person to just abandon me.. because that’s just the kind of person he is.

My crush is one of the people I respect the most in this world, and I hope he knows that even though I may be crazy sometimes..